Well now. It has been quite a while, hasn't it? I have kept silent about my struggles for the past four years, mainly because I was in the midst of something that I never imagined could happen to our family. And it wasn't just my story. It still is not. A friend once told me I am an external processor, and I suppose she is right. I find that saying things out loud help me find the answer, if there is one. There was no good answer, as it turns out. And so, I am sad to say, that I am now divorced. A single mother, navigating a life I never imagined. But there are some things that haven't changed. My faith, for one. I know that God is with me on this journey and that He is way smarter and wiser than I could ever be. He has held me close as I wept and grieved the end of my marriage. He held my hand as I packed up what would fit in a moving truck and drove our belongings to a new home. He has led me to new jobs and I can only trust that all will be well if only I cont...
Awwww, what a little honey bun!!
ReplyDeleteNow, tell me how you get stains out?
MIne has gotten stains on 2 of her shirts now...she refuses to wear a bib now!!
She is just TOO CUTE! I wish Joe could eat like that.... so far it's just pureed spaghetti!
ReplyDeleteHaha, what a mess! You are one brave momma! I rarely let my kids have that much fun, although Jacob insisted today. I was feeding him mashed banana in plain yogurt and he smacked his arm/hand right into the bowl/spoon and made a big mess and had a lot of fun rubbing his hands/face in it. =)
ReplyDeleteJamie- She won't wear a bib either. I soaked that shirt in oxo-clean and then treated it with a stain remover. I will wash it today and let you know if I was successful.
ReplyDeleteMaggie- We have opposite issues. She refused mashed foods before she even had teeth!
Elisa- I am not brave, just trying to enjoy those little moments.