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I started this sweater almost a year ago. I am closing in on finishing, though I am not at all confident that I have enough yarn to do so. I joined the last skein by spit-splicing today. I am about half-way through the second sleeve, plus I still have the collar and button band to knit.

I actually won this copy of "On the Other Side of Fear" by Hallie Lord from Ginny. I read the first chapter and liked it, but life got in the way and I put it on my nightstand. Well, I picked it up again this week and I know that God put it on my heart to do so. Her words. I could have written them, they were right where I am at this moment in my life.

I began knitting about nine years ago, as grief therapy, after the death of our son. That, and my faith have brought me through these hardest of years. Today would have been our son's 17th birthday, though I can only picture him as a sweet seven year old boy. Happy Birthday Ben.



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  1. AnonymousFebruary 22, 2017 at 2:58 PM

    Very best wishes to you.

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  2. UnknownFebruary 23, 2017 at 3:51 PM

    I just said a prayer for you... knitting is definitely good for therapy. Blessings as you remember your son.

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  3. Barbara @ Praying for GraceMarch 4, 2017 at 10:58 AM

    Interesting title. Does it apply to all sorts of fear?

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