Well now. It has been quite a while, hasn't it? I have kept silent about my struggles for the past four years, mainly because I was in the midst of something that I never imagined could happen to our family. And it wasn't just my story. It still is not. A friend once told me I am an external processor, and I suppose she is right. I find that saying things out loud help me find the answer, if there is one. There was no good answer, as it turns out. And so, I am sad to say, that I am now divorced. A single mother, navigating a life I never imagined. But there are some things that haven't changed. My faith, for one. I know that God is with me on this journey and that He is way smarter and wiser than I could ever be. He has held me close as I wept and grieved the end of my marriage. He held my hand as I packed up what would fit in a moving truck and drove our belongings to a new home. He has led me to new jobs and I can only trust that all will be well if only I cont...
We've had some unseasonably gorgeous weather here, too, lately. Drop Everything And Have Some Fun Outdoors gorgeous, because February will be here soon enough. :-)
ReplyDeleteHow is your little guy doing with his weight?
Oh, February is such a hard month!
DeletePeter is gaining nicely with about 12 oz. of formula a day as a supplement. We bought a kitchen scale to weigh him at home. We lay him on a cookie sheet!
I hope there wasn't a baby under that pile. ;-)
ReplyDeleteHe was in the snugli. Give him a year though, and I am sure he will be one of the gang!
DeleteI just love those little glasses!
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