Sometimes I feel like my thoughts escape me before I even fully realize the thought itself. They are so fleeting. So are those small moments of each day with my children. My goal is to chronicle these ideas and moments, so when I start wondering whether or not I have lost my mind, I can find and enjoy them all over again.
Once there was a store in Georgia. It is no more, but how I wish it was. I likened going in there to treasure hunting. One never knew what was going to be in there, and you had to dig through and wade through all the "other people's treasures" to find your own. I once found a set of blue and white teacups and saucers from England. I found lace handkerchiefs, a rocking chair, and an end table. But by far the best find was my kitchen table. I had stopped by one day while the kids were taking horseback lessons and the then little ones were asleep. The store was not open, but I went up to the window to see if anything new was there. And it was there. The table. And six chairs too! We were in need of a bigger table with Jack on the way. My mom had offered to give us her old one, which I was going to accept if I didn't find something I liked better. I didn't want anyone else to even see the table because I knew it was supposed to be ours, but one can never tell abo...
PS sorry to post all over your site all the sudden. I found it a couple of weeks ago when looking you and Tony up to see what'd become of you. We are, after all .... very old friends!! (circa 87-92 - McGuire). Reading that Sophie is now applying to college... and remembering the last time I saw you was when you were pushing her in a stroller down Dixie Ave. shortly after she was born...
ReplyDeleteJenny, it is so very sad to read about Ben and Augustine. There must be nothing more devastating in the world. It is impossible to imagine what that must be like, to feel that sort of heartbreak and loss. I'm so very, very sorry. My daughter and I pray every night that she'll be safe and at those times I wonder at how anybody can bear such a loss.
Reading, though, about your effort to raise your children well is inspiring. Who would have known long ago how we'd all wind up? Now you're a tradition-minded prayerful Catholic home-schooling mom with a wonderful family of some size. And by the pictures and your descriptions, they're a delightful bunch.
I'd love to hear how you and Tony have been doing (other than what you've shared here). Send me a note some time! it is mattmcg with the domain of gmail.com. I have to tell you how it cracks me up that you and Suzanne (the little wife) read the same circle of catholic mom sites. Tiny Catholic world, there are after all only a billion of us...since we have only one daughter so far (13 months) and had to wait three years for her, we like to jealously read about good, big catholic families..