Today I got to have lunch with a friend. Now this may not sound exciting to some, but this was a great treat indeed. I have known this friend for a while now (her husband is in the Army Band). We see each other at band functions and I always enjoy talking with her, so when she asked if I would like to meet for lunch, of course I accepted. I think I've said before how challenging I find making friends when we move. People skills would not be at the top of the list "Things at Which I Excel". So let's just say I am extremely grateful when people extend an invitation. We discovered many things we have in common. One of which is browsing antique shops, which we did after lunch. Even though I was only away for a couple of hours, the welcome I received from the kids was heartwarming (even if the rest of me is still chilly).
Well now. It has been quite a while, hasn't it? I have kept silent about my struggles for the past four years, mainly because I was in the midst of something that I never imagined could happen to our family. And it wasn't just my story. It still is not. A friend once told me I am an external processor, and I suppose she is right. I find that saying things out loud help me find the answer, if there is one. There was no good answer, as it turns out. And so, I am sad to say, that I am now divorced. A single mother, navigating a life I never imagined. But there are some things that haven't changed. My faith, for one. I know that God is with me on this journey and that He is way smarter and wiser than I could ever be. He has held me close as I wept and grieved the end of my marriage. He held my hand as I packed up what would fit in a moving truck and drove our belongings to a new home. He has led me to new jobs and I can only trust that all will be well if only I cont...
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