Well now. It has been quite a while, hasn't it? I have kept silent about my struggles for the past four years, mainly because I was in the midst of something that I never imagined could happen to our family. And it wasn't just my story. It still is not. A friend once told me I am an external processor, and I suppose she is right. I find that saying things out loud help me find the answer, if there is one. There was no good answer, as it turns out. And so, I am sad to say, that I am now divorced. A single mother, navigating a life I never imagined. But there are some things that haven't changed. My faith, for one. I know that God is with me on this journey and that He is way smarter and wiser than I could ever be. He has held me close as I wept and grieved the end of my marriage. He held my hand as I packed up what would fit in a moving truck and drove our belongings to a new home. He has led me to new jobs and I can only trust that all will be well if only I cont...
Your house is so cute! The kids are even cuter! I think I missed Peter along the way...how did that happen?
ReplyDeleteI love your busy busy house full of happy resourceful children. Sorry for the news that put you into such overwhelming sadness. It is hard at times, isn't it. Pain we cannot take away, no matter what the pain is.
ReplyDeleteLove your bedroom color too.
Cute pictures...I love all the white woodwork and the new paint, looks so clean and fresh!
ReplyDeleteHi I'm Heather! Please email me when you get a chance, I have a question about your blog! LifesABanquet1(at)gmail.com
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