Ever since we found out the incredible news, our house has been filled with anticipation. With hope in their little hearts, they run to the mailbox, hoping that THE package has finally arrived.
Well now. It has been quite a while, hasn't it? I have kept silent about my struggles for the past four years, mainly because I was in the midst of something that I never imagined could happen to our family. And it wasn't just my story. It still is not. A friend once told me I am an external processor, and I suppose she is right. I find that saying things out loud help me find the answer, if there is one. There was no good answer, as it turns out. And so, I am sad to say, that I am now divorced. A single mother, navigating a life I never imagined. But there are some things that haven't changed. My faith, for one. I know that God is with me on this journey and that He is way smarter and wiser than I could ever be. He has held me close as I wept and grieved the end of my marriage. He held my hand as I packed up what would fit in a moving truck and drove our belongings to a new home. He has led me to new jobs and I can only trust that all will be well if only I cont...
You are welcome! I only wish that I'd stuck in a piece (or two, or three) of candy to reward their hard labor!
ReplyDeleteHey, that's a lot of excitement for something that doesn't really sound all that appealing. Hmmm. Childhood has an open heart...and mouth!
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