Please pray for the repose of the soul of my mother-in-law, Eileen, who died early this morning. She was a wonderful woman, strong in her faith. I will miss her weekly letters to us, the comic page she saved for the kids, the little surprise packages that would show up "just because". She will be dearly missed and fondly remembered.
Well now. It has been quite a while, hasn't it? I have kept silent about my struggles for the past four years, mainly because I was in the midst of something that I never imagined could happen to our family. And it wasn't just my story. It still is not. A friend once told me I am an external processor, and I suppose she is right. I find that saying things out loud help me find the answer, if there is one. There was no good answer, as it turns out. And so, I am sad to say, that I am now divorced. A single mother, navigating a life I never imagined. But there are some things that haven't changed. My faith, for one. I know that God is with me on this journey and that He is way smarter and wiser than I could ever be. He has held me close as I wept and grieved the end of my marriage. He held my hand as I packed up what would fit in a moving truck and drove our belongings to a new home. He has led me to new jobs and I can only trust that all will be well if only I cont...
Sending prayers and condolences. Miss you.
ReplyDeleteOh, I'm so sorry Jenny...prayers...has to be so hard to be so far away!! ((hugs))
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry for your loss, Jenny. May you be comforted by God's great mercy. And may your memories carry you through your sorrow.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry, Jenny. I know it's hard to be far away during this time. We lost my FIL this summer, unexpectedly. Prayers for all of you, especially Tony.
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