I am giddy with excitement to join Ginny this week. I made Therese's shrug way before Easter morning! I had images in my head of working late into the night on Easter vigil, frantically trying to finish. I bound off the needles last night. This morning, way too early if you ask me, Therese was up for the day. After feeding, changing, and playing with her, I sat beside her and wove the ends into the sweater. That all took place before 6 am. Too early, I tell you! Thank the Lord for coffee and a warm fire. I still have to sew on a button. I bought one this week and after looking at it next to my knitting, I decided it is not the button. To find just the right button to make the shrug complete is no easy task. There is much love knit into that little shrug, and it needs just the right finishing touch, so I will keep looking.
Well now. It has been quite a while, hasn't it? I have kept silent about my struggles for the past four years, mainly because I was in the midst of something that I never imagined could happen to our family. And it wasn't just my story. It still is not. A friend once told me I am an external processor, and I suppose she is right. I find that saying things out loud help me find the answer, if there is one. There was no good answer, as it turns out. And so, I am sad to say, that I am now divorced. A single mother, navigating a life I never imagined. But there are some things that haven't changed. My faith, for one. I know that God is with me on this journey and that He is way smarter and wiser than I could ever be. He has held me close as I wept and grieved the end of my marriage. He held my hand as I packed up what would fit in a moving truck and drove our belongings to a new home. He has led me to new jobs and I can only trust that all will be well if only I cont...
It came out great and looks so cute on that adorable wee one! You finished with lots of time to spare--good for you.
ReplyDeleteToo precious! You did a fabulous job! One of these days, I'm gonna have to make time to sit and learn from you!
ReplyDeleteSo sweet!!! The baby and the vest!!!
ReplyDeleteOh my, she is beautiful in the shrug. You did a fantastic knitting job.
ReplyDeleteabsolutely precious. you are the best mama. she will probably never know how much love went into that little shrug, but she will probably be just like you and do the same for her little one. that's how the love goes from generation to generation.
ReplyDeleteIf you follow through with the mini-farming book, do you have to track down really small animals?
ReplyDeleteMark- it would help with eating smaller portions too!
ReplyDeleteCute! I like it! Don't you love those little bird scissors? I have a black and white pair.
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